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dreams unwind, loves a state of mind [17 Sep 2005|10:53am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Fleetwood Mac- tell me lies ] So dont know what the hell im doing. Its weird how life changes so fast. All my belongings are in the jetta right now and i have no idea where im going to go. Left Petes, he hasnt called me. I hope he calls me, because I just love him so much and I miss him. I wish I could trust him. Nothing is going right for me right now, I dont know where im going to live, where im going to work, I just dont know. I have thought about moving to Florida to live with my cousin, just to get away from everything. I really dont want to go back to living in Westerly, I really hate it there. I wish things could work out between Pete and I, I hope they do. I got pretty shit faced last night, It was a pretty bad night, was at Sophies new place, Angelo proposed last night, im so glad for them... and Steve and Kayla are trying to get pregnant, and theres me little Kali all alone. I hate being alone. I hate that I run from my problems. I hate knowing that theres a chance I may never get to kiss Peters beautiful mouth again. I dont know what im going to do. post comment

[08 Sep 2005|08:14pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Damien Rice- The blowers daughter ] Oh how i love you girls, thanks for commenting. OMG i had a great psychic yesturday, it was so much fun! anyways, she told me im going to have three kids, two boys and a girl. that a older woman is sick but she is going to be okay, i am not meant to marry my boyfriend, i havent met my husband yet, i will not be rich but comfortable... and blah blah blah, it was weird she knew a lot about me though. Crazy! Got in a fight with Peter today, might be moving out. who knows. agh life. Love my new job though, its a good time, very laid back. Walked out of my other job today. Cant wait for monday so i can watch laguna... that show is so addictive. Oh and people, check out my Myspace, we can be pals. www.myspace.com/marvelled Love ya post comment

Why bother? [07 Sep 2005|05:25pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Rolling Stones- Miss you ] Why am i even bothering to post in here? No one leaves me comments EVER! This just might be my last post EVER!!! Anyways, an update on my life... Moved in with Peter, things are going well besides the occational fight here and there. We bought a dog, named him Silvio... hes adorable. I made a myspace. www.myspace.com/marvelled Dori is coming up to visit me right now and were going to go see the palm reader. I am so excited to hear my future!!! Anybody ever go before? I feel like such a loser that i dont go to school. I cant wait to go back, seriously. I think i want to go for Radiology, or whatever it is you call it. Seems easy, fun, and they make good money. Ill have to look into it. Getting soo fat... I eat hot pockets like every night. Why dont they make meatless lean pockets? I just dont understand!!!! Saw Joe the other day, he makes me sad. Post a comment! Or I shall never return!!! 2 comments|post comment

I aint ever seen an ass like that!! [11 Jun 2005|09:06am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Elton John- Bennie and the Jets ] Havent posted in quite a while. Hows everyone doing? Ive been quite the busy lady lately. I joined weight watchers. haha, im doing pretty good. I made a new friend with a girl at work... Sophie, shes a sweetheart, and she has a 7 month old daughter who is just adorable. I really want to go to the zoo. Peter asked me to move in, i started to move in but now ive changed my mind, weve only been together for 7 months, and im young, im not ready for that. I cant be tied down yet. I wish I had Lindsay Lohans body, too bad i love food to much. Karen called the cops on my dad again, that bitch is crazy... they need to divorce! ASAP! My sister is graduating next friday im soo excited. Its weird that its been a year since i graduated, I think this past year my life has changed more than ever, i feel like ive really grown, and changed, and all that. Its crazy its already been a year... wow... so much has happened this past year. Well i will post more. Promise! post comment

and i think its gonna be a long long time [14 May 2005|11:08pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Elton John- Rocketman ] Life is going well lately. Work is making me a very tired girl, i think i might need to cut back my hours, but im so used to this lavish lifestyle ive been living lately. Im hoping to win the powerball tonight. ha wouldnt that be fabulous. I bought quite a lot of tickets, what a waste of money. Things with Peter have been going quite well, hes graduating next Sunday, im so proud of him!! I have no idea what im going to get him for his graduation, i want to get him something real nice, any ideas? Petes friend Chris proposed to his gf Nicole the other day in Disney, he did this whole big romantic scavenger hunt thing and then proposed in front of the Magic Kingdom at the waterfall and it was all taped... how cute. I hope one day someone loves me enough to put that much thought into a proposal. She said yes of course. awww. how exciting, a wedding to look forward too... horray! i love to dress up! I think im finally completely over Joseph... hes just such a hater, cant take him anymore, hope i never talk to him again. I have the whole weekend off, horray im sooo happy, I went shopping with my mom and sisters today, always a good time. I love how my journal is so filled with such incomplete statements/ thoughts. I wish i had my room done, I cant sleep on the couch anymore, it sucks totally! I wish i was with my peter, sleeping in our big bed, watching Kojack, and i had my beautiful frank sinatra like pj pants on, and my cowboy pillow. I love sleeping with him. I love him. so much. 1 comment|post comment

All i can say is that my life is pretty plain. [03 May 2005|06:38am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Blind Melon- No rain. ] My life is sooo boring lately. I do nothing. All i ever do is work and hang out with Peter. Personally i dont want to be the girl who revolves her life around her boyfriend. I cant be that girl anymore. I hate those girls. I dont even trust him. I know he loves me, but i dont know. But i still love Joe anyways. So i guess I shouldnt be worried. Right? work sucked today, had to train some new people. Idiots. I feel really unhappy today. I dont know why. I dont know what to do about Peter. Ill never know. Havent talked to Joe in forever, kind of breaks my heart. 3 comments|post comment

[30 Apr 2005|09:54am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Gwen Stefani ] im at work in mystic ct right now, totally suckin. and its freakin cold. big plans today, work, then nicoles communion party, then pete is coming into town... hes going to meet my parents, eeek... im nerv!!! Were going to take my little sister to Coldstone, horray... coldstone is sooo good! Im not preg. thank heavens. I have so much to do. ack. post comment

[28 Apr 2005|06:36am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | The Rolling Stones- Wild Horses ] Horray! I got my new car! im so in LOVE with it! I just am going to hate that i will be poor for the next five years. I got pulled over for my first time the other day... haha.. i cried. the police man was such a jerk. he said i didnt stop at the stop sign, i totally did. No ticket though!!! My period is five days late, im a little nerv. aye. cant afford a kid and a car, please please friend come!!! I cant have a kid with Pete Ricci either. No, no not ever. i need to go on a diet. i love bread to much. post comment

just another mediocore day [23 Apr 2005|09:06am] Hello! I am sooo freakin wired right now, way to much caffeine. yikes. I just moved over here from GJ so i have no friends, joined a few cool communities though. I am so happy i get to sleep in a bed for a change tonight, ive been sleeping on the couch since i moved out of my apartment and the stepsister is away for a week so i get her bed. horray. hopefuly my room will be done soon. Tomorrow im working, shitty, fuckin shitty, im supposed to hang out with my peter but hes working till 1. Monday im going to go apply to get an 02 Jetta, how exciting, my car is a fucking piece of shit. aye. well nothing exciting. so ill shut up. oh yea and.... free $25 If you sign up for this site that's coming this summer, supposedly better than paypal, you get a free $25 bucks to spend online however you want!!! Cant beat that, so click on my link and your golden, free 25 to spend however you want. they dont ask you anything to personal just name address and email. nothing more. so what are you waiting for children?! go sign up! Click here. http://www.greenzap.com/kali 1 comment|post comment

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